Saturday, November 14, 2009

its just my boat...



Life is a boat

Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?
  Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along,
Who's gonna comfort me, and keep me strong?

We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
  We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on coming and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day

dooku de iki o shiteru toomei ni natta mitai
kudayami ni omoe dakedo mekaku shisarete tadake
  Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
  I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
  Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong

hito no kokoro wa utsuriyuku mukedashiteku naru
tsuki wa mada atarashii shuuki de mune o tsureteku
  People's hearts change and sneak away from them
The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore
  And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?
  Oh, I can see the shore
When will I see the shore?

I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong
  I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along,
I will follow you, and keep you strong

tabi wa mada tsuzuiteku odayakana hi mo
tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de ume o terashidasu
  And still the journey continues on quiet days as well
The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again

inori o sasagete atarashii hi o matsu
asayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
  I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea

And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore
  And every time I see your face
The ocean heaves up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars, and soon
I can see the shore

Unmei no huneoko gi nami wa tsugi kara tsuki e to watashi-tachi o sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne, dore mo suteki na tabi ne
  We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us
But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?

Sunday, October 18, 2009

thank you ;)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

不说



不说 - 郭静

想告诉你我有多想你 好想
想让你知道我多爱你 好傻
幻想着我们会在一起 一起
别压抑 别压抑 傻瓜

我从来不说 怎么我如此冷漠
好让那爱 从我的手指缝逃脱
我从来不说 无力承受这结果
期望一天相遇 这等你的角落

想告诉你我有多想你 好想
想让你知道我多爱你 好傻
幻想着我们会在一起 一起
我爱你 我爱你 傻瓜

我从来不说 怎么我如此冷漠
好让那爱 从我的手指缝逃脱
我从来不说 无力承受这结果
期望一天相遇 这等你的角落
我从来不说 无力承受这结果
期望一天相遇 这等你的角落



无言的感动,献给有缘的人们...;)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

red bean



红豆-方大同

还没好好地感受 雪花绽放的气候
我们一起颤抖 会更明白 什么是温柔
还没跟你牵着手 走过荒芜的沙丘
可能从此以后 学会珍惜 天长和地久

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我 看细水长流

还没为你把红豆 熬成缠绵的伤口
然后一起分享 会更明白 相思的哀愁
还没好好地感受 醒著亲吻的温柔
可能在我左右 你才追求 孤独的自由

有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我 看细水长流


有时候 有时候
我会相信一切有尽头
相聚离开 都有时候
没有什么会永垂不朽
可是我 有时候
宁愿选择留恋不放手
等到风景都看透
也许你会陪我 看细水长流

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Nerd



Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me

The days would all be empty

The nights would seem so long

And with you I see forever oh so clearly

I might have been in love before

But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young and we both know

They'll take us where we want to go

Hold me now, touch me now

I don't want to live without you



*Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

One thing you can be sure of

I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you

You'll only change my whole life through

Nothing's gonna change my love for you



If the road ahead is not so easy

Our love will lead a way for us

Like a guiding star

I'll be there for you if you should need me

You don't have to change a thing

I love you just the way you are

So come with me and share the view

I'll help you see forever too

Hold me now, touch me now

I don't want to live without you




Khalil did a great job on singing others songs with his own voice n feelings, though he looks nerdy, but hell ya, what a great nerd he is!!

He's actually encouraged a totally nerd like me by showing the ideal nerdy style, who said nerd can only be a nerd? At least I'm going to be a perfect one, soon soon soon!!!

Edit: found my key!! I can finally, totally, completely unlock myself from the nightmare lock and chain, which locked me up for more than 10 years. I don't have to hide myself anymore, maybe what I need is just time, for a reborn, for a new me.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

被遗忘的新衣..



我睡了一覺卻更覺得疲勞 頭髮糾結像一把稻草
在鏡子前面穿了又再脫掉 透過皮膚看得到心跳
兩條鎖骨蒼白的線條 掛著隱形沈重的背包
我的赤裸沒人看到 就像講話沒人瞭

沙發變成電椅 讓人痲痹
對話的只有冷氣 在為我歎息

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

我洗了一個澡 煙霧纏繞 突然很喜歡氧氣的稀薄
地板的水有個旋渦 我常常幻想能被他吞噬掉
身上的水不想擦掉 在床上會躺成獨特的符號
等世界需要對我騷擾 當它是我的海報

你說你的道理 我不反擊
但這是我的遊戲 有我的規矩

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩

穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

領口很透明 可以算計 喉結跳動的頻率
雙手擁抱的用力 你看得清
我的肩 我的膝 受傷留下的痕跡
我願意 都透明 全部透明

我的 王子的新衣 依然掛在房間 等待機會出場表演
到那一天 或許我會 不再無言

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

this song shud be posted a year ago, but for some reason (laziness) it has been delayed, its not too late to post now lalala~

good lyric i must say, so far its 1 of my favorite song among his album, lolx :D

Thursday, August 13, 2009

jbjbjbjb

don look at me, i'm not trying to say anything else at this moment but a merely shout out will do all the work, here it goes:

"JB STAY UR POSITION, PAPA COMIN~~~"

if possible, hope will travel to melacca and sg as well, greedy me :)

Ciao1 ciao2 ciao3 ciao4! mayb I need to go bella italiano more often to learn how 2 spell this more like an italian, anyone sponsor? :D

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

fill in the blank

a moody day, just don feel like laughing, or even smiling

is it because of my workload?

or my study started?

or even worst

just because i'm having a cold war with someone who care for me so much?


yawn, i don know...just feel like have been isolated and confused

thought i'm comfortable while being separated from world sometimes?

or this is just not the right timing for me to stay back the line, in the other word, be alone?


sigh

all i need is a hug and a break, i guess


being human being, is difficult

while others starting learn to think, to observe, to act, to accept, to reject

i'm still on the track

learn to learn

wish to have a little more time for me, for them


thanks to those who help wipe off my tears, when i'm sad

thanks to those who worried for me, when i'm alone

thanks to those who smile at me, and share the joyfulness

thanks to those who gave me a hand and a hug, when i need one

thanks to those who forgive me, for what i've done

thanks to those who scold me without any hesitation, but with caring

thanks to those who hurt me before, which make me stronger

thanks to everyone, thats why

i'm here

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Question: what is NTH's dinner when his aunt is not free?


Answer:

plate of vege & meat that pretend like vege as well...


bowl of soup with unknown ingredient...


...and this portion of rice..
wth...


This just look like a perfect diet menu, which will make me look more slim, like this famous fellow in ice age 3...
with a nut of course


Sigh, luckily I have a secret hideout with some secret storing food, for emergency purpose


Meet the savior
...Ok ok, i know someone is laughing there...



saviors that been labeled with a "perencah KARI"


For those who know me well, I wouldn't take any spicy hot food, unless nobody inform me, or delivering wrong message by telling me "oh you should try this, it's not spicy AT ALL"

But at home, its a different story, nobody will be able to see me sweating like no others did

What? Can't imagine how I look like? Make your house de water pipe loose and you will get some picture la.

adiós, enjoy my 2nd round dinner 1st




Add-on:

...you know, sometime you should be caution to everything




For a hungry dude like me, what will you do?

Just get the ingredient out, cook, get a bowl, serve and eat.

It's normal procedure.

But but but...guess you all will take note of something first right?






The EXPIRY DATE



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I Gotta Feeling - Black Eyed Peas

I gotta feeling~ that tonight gotta be a GOOD GOOD NITE~